Leave

You didn't want me to go But I been begging to leave When we call on the phone I never feel me I hate when we're both alone But I feel so insecure I can't take it no more I think it's time to leave It's hard to part ways but I'm thinkin' that its best Lookin' back on older days, you were actin' like I'm less Been tryna' find a place inside my heart or my chest To finally bury whats left and put the feelings to rest From the start I shoulda' knew, everything that you would do I'd either be a punching bag or the one you'd abuse I wasnt equal to you, you'd remind me everyday You would go outta your way just to rain on my parade I was stupid to stay, I be the first to admit it But it can never take away all the hurt I was feeling When you would call me at night. We would bitch about life Tried to help you every time you say you needed advice I was tryna' do right, you'd rather leave me on the ground Every time I built you up you were tearing me down Wow... I've thought about apologizin' to you But it only makes me realize; there ain't nothin' it would do You didn't want me to go But I been begging to leave When we call on the phone I never feel me I hate when we're both alone But I feel so insecure I can't take it no more I think it's time to leave But I believe that you loved me, I honestly do You'd always do sweet things when it was just me and you But when an audience was there, you started latching on to Any ammo you could use just to heighten ya mood I mean... all the hurtful, awful, shit you would say They're the strings you would play with my heart everyday And I'd just have to sit and wait until next day came When you would take all the blame and then you'd beg me to stay I started crushing one day, it wasn't right off the bat Nah I loved you as a friend 'fore I saw you like that Going back to your place and I was telling my feelings And then you laughed in my face, you called me ugly. It's demeaning How you treated me, you would just flip so easily One day you're feeling me, next day we seem to be Sworn forever enemies, for another couple weeks If this is how it's gonna be I guess it means I'm gonna leave You didn't want me to go But I been begging to leave When we call on the phone I never feel me I hate when we're both alone But I feel so insecure I can't take it no more I think it's time to leave You didn't want me to go But I been begging to leave When we call on the phone I never feel me I hate when we're both alone But I feel so insecure I can't take it no more I think it's time to leave