self

End of the road that I'm traveling I should've known it get bad again Reap what you sew, the devil dawn cloaks Just finished up stitching the pattern in You witness mentality battery Convincing myself that they laugh at me Fully believing the bullies and demons That creep in the night and then stab at me I feel I find my positive thoughts Are all built up on a fallacy And freedom of mind is stunted and lost When I get caught in the spiraling I need to help myself But I need help, my self Made it my mission to make you all comfortable Many those moments, I felt myself Reflection the theme that we going with Obsession with being the tonal shift Neglecting the things that open up doors I really got comfortable closing 'em It's scary to go on a limb Pretend you're fine if it doesn't pan out While knowing you're falling again And then lock down when they tell you "branch out" I been so afraid of the failure I fucking gave up on just living a life That's why I fled away Florida F*ck it, I'll be a man overnight It's scary to jump off the edge With friends on standby wanting to help Not knowing I got to the ledge If I'ma come down I'ma do it myself If I'ma come down I'ma do it myself Reflection the theme that we going with Obsession with being the tonal shift Neglecting the things that open up doors I really got comfortable closing 'em