Winter Skin

All this stress got my face cracked lines breaking out Less I betray when my mind go south Always stuck in a haze, how my life turned out When I find doubt, can't turn it down I see vivid pictures, poking like a splinter Skin feels winter, I wonder, will it wither? I wanna be the winner, but I better feel beginner A battlefield emerges when my brain be feeling bitter But I can't complain Never feel I'm sane, but always act the same Made rap my flame- purposely I blew it out I been sitting in my bouts, I don't know what its about This naivety I build up, I believe in and I tout Not decievin' me. Believe to be alright until I shout They just screening' me. I'm vicious 'till I bleed out of my mouth And they seem to be malicious, I just never weed em out My winter skin so cold I made a coffin out of it, I see my breath This winter, makes skin so froze I've tried get up out if it, I'm freezing to death Catching my breath, squeeze in my chest Head hurts worse than the touch of my flesh Winter skin cold when I live obsessed What comes next? just upset I been burned by the cold and the errors of my soul While the words got me froze, put my mouth onto the pole There's a squeeze in my chest Words hurt worse when they things in my head they just things in my head I'm meticulous with thinking, every feeling lost its meaning I'm so sick of seeing ceilings, but I don't want you to see me In this state. Get away, 'fore the snow fallin' down And when it covers the ground, I got the icicle crown My winter skin so cold I made a coffin out of it, I see my breath This winter, makes skin so froze I've tried get up out if it, I'm freezing to death Catching my breath, squeeze in my chest Head hurts worse than the touch of my flesh Winter skin cold when I live obsessed What comes next? just upset