Phantoms Can't Hurt Me, Mirrors Can

I see a phantom in her eyes A ghost in white Disguised by lies and hair ties and compromise A mirror stained with the blood of my former self It's hard to hide it anymore Is it always too much to ask? For him to fall back I know somethings got to give Is it me Or is it him? Eternal struggle Believe Believe Thoughts gone forever He falls back inside of me I see a phantom in her eyes A ghost in white Disguised by lies and hair ties and compromise I wait for the day where I no longer wake up plagues by his memory A journey that never seems to pass I wait for the day where the struggle inside me Will wither away Crumble at last Theirs a piece of you that never seems to leave no matter how much I try to grieve and Move on It's stained me in ways I couldn't possibly imagine Will I be stuck like this forever? Bleed Is there (I see her face) Something Wrong with (In shades of gray) My head Is it (I see his face) Simply Lying (I will not break) Or passing dread