i want you

Fuckin' with you is bringing back the old me, I think I must've missed out on a lesson Flashbacks and steady vivid dreaming, puffing smoke and contemplating meaning Could just be messages from my subconscious Telling me you got nothing good for me I don't like all of this familiarity Got me questioning my reality Like a Lets play it back Yeah Like a No, I don't want your scraps You won't get another chance to treat me like an option Stringing me along cause you've not made up your mind yet I'm done empathizing, you're in or you out You're looking for someone who will stay an open door But that doesn't nourish, that just fuckin' hurts If it's at my expense, I won't wait for you to figure it out I think you need space to work your shit out I need space for what's mine to come First step is admitting to myself that I want you But you belong to someone else And I want you But you belong to something else And I want you But you belong to something else