Open Wounds

I don't know why I always go back Quietly toying with my endurance What's this spirit that moves me in spite of the scars I bear Run my fingers over the bruise, just to feel the pain again I'm so tired of these open wounds, when will I ever learn I'm so tired of these open wounds, it stings and it burns What was I supposed to do Loving you is now old news, cant keep still with these open wounds If you fight me, I'll fight back, no denying But you know me, I'd say shit that I don't mean It's crazy, I end up doing what complicated me Spent the evening feeling guilty, overreaching for some inner peace Bore my demons, it's a part of me I'm so tired of these open wounds, when will I ever learn I'm so tired of these open wounds, it stings and it burns What was I supposed to do Loving you is now old news, cant keep still with these open wounds