struggles (feat. diegointhedark)

Wish i could be somebody else U take away from me the only thing that ive got left U like to watch me bleed yea My hearts on my wrist How was i supposed to know? Im only just a kid I been seeing visions bitch i need a pharmacist I saw u watch me bleed out over the countertop Hear me cry out i cant afford to fall I cant let them see my struggles Shoutout to my friends their really keeping me afloat Stuck up on the past i think that i should let it go Stuck up with these feelings in my head i cant control Is this even something that u wanted? Hold me down Take my wings off This not airsoft Get his wig gone Ive been so numb As of lately I dnt got love I got nothing Hazing yea im mixing Hope my death is pretty Cuzz my life is only pity See you frm a distance If its not me thts wrong Wht is it Ive been fighting sickness Cough syrup thts n my sippy cup Hell na yall ain kicking none G40 get blicky yea Drugged out in the city Waiting for my uber to pick me up Having thoughts of giving up U dnt got trust thn u got no one Ion evn love u thts just lust Not eating getting skinnier Im not evn human to them Just a vessel housing blood The bridges tht i burn Will light the way The ativan dissolves against my tongue When u left u took a part of me