Porcelain Doll

I gave you everything I could and more I surrendered my will and soul I sacrificed everything I was before In return you gave me salt and coal This is not what I had pictured me This is not who I'm supposed to be You tore me down and scorched the ground Scattered the ashes and watched them drown I hate you I always knew I am through I hate you You crawled under my skin You carved your name into my bones You pierced me with your pins You left me to rot alone You're not a goddess, you're just weak You are nothing but a selfabsorbed freak The world carries your weight on its back How long before the porcelain cracks