She Won't Recover

Remember when I was just five You'd hold me close and wipe my tears We'd sing along as you would drive Tucked in at night to soothe my fears She won't ever be the same Her mind was taken by the fix Years of drugs are to blame We must adjust to all she'll miss She was Benson & Hedges and Este'e Lauder She was top down and radio up I was her special daughter But no fix was ever enough It was never enough Remember when I was just twelve You'd listen as I shared my dreams You taught me how to be myself Life is more perfect than it seems She won't ever be the same Her mind was taken by the fix Years of drugs are to blame We must adjust to all she'll miss She was Benson & Hedges and Este'e Lauder She was top down and radio up I was her special daughter But no fix was ever enough It was never enough Remember when I was twenty You'd call me up when you were high We'd hang up both feeling empty I'd beg God to tell me why Just five minutes would heal my soul A quick update would be my goal I have three kids and life is fine I dream about you all the time She won't ever be the same Her mind was taken by the fix Years of drugs are to blame She won't recover Remember when I got the call You are at peace, your pain is gone It was spring but felt like fall She loved you so You will go on She was Benson & Hedges and Este'e Lauder She was top down and radio up I was her special daughter But no fix was ever enough It was never enough She was Benson & Hedges and Este'e Lauder She was top down and radio up I was her special daughter But no fix was ever enough It was never enough She won't recover You will go on