Overthink

I wish I was like a stone, but I'm so weak Every night you gotta call before I sleep All the things that you keep dragging over me I close my eyes and I'm falling into deep Was it ever real, or an illusion I think that you owe me here Can I still believe my vision You know that's my only fear Am I going down Did I waste my years, 'cause I overthink for real No, they don't feel lost, but somehow they've disappeared Would I change my mind if I could go back far in time Slap myself until I'm fine, back in 1999 I wish I would never hear the words you've said Every night you gotta find me in my head Starting over even if the skin is shed I close my eyes and I'm falling down instead Was it ever real, or an illusion I think that you owe me here Can I still believe my vision You know that's my only fear Am I going down Did I waste my years, 'cause I overthink for real No, they don't feel lost, but somehow they've disappeared Would I change my mind if I could go back far in time Slap myself until I'm fine, back in 1999 Did I waste my years, 'cause I overthink for real No, they don't feel lost, but somehow they've disappeared Would I change my mind if I could go back far in time Slap myself until I'm fine, back in 1999 Did I waste my years No, they don't feel lost Would I change my mind if I could go back far in time Slap myself until I'm fine, back in 1999