Drug Induced (feat. YSA KillerKenny)

I've been intoxicated Re-lived all my fears then faced them You could say what I've been through is crazy But I'd say that it changed and made me I've been drug induced just all my life Living right on the edge just to suffice The daily struggle, then the pain at night I can't see heaven when hell is in sight Fighting off my demons, some physically were there Scary just to see them, my vision was impaired I'm up for several days and lost in a dark haze I can't see strait, haven't eaten but not phased All the fucking dark feelings, and this writing on the ceiling Shadow people lurking, coming down is not appealing I'm messing up my life with white powder and the dealing Not focused on reality and time has been revealing I got a big issue now, know that I gotta face Heart is beating faster, no I cannot keep the pace Anxiety through the roof, you can see it in my face Wonder how to fix this mess, but I'm too scared to change so I've been intoxicated Re-lived all my fears then faced them You could say what I've been through is crazy But I'd say that it changed and made me I've been drug induced just all my life Living right on the edge just to suffice The daily struggle, then the pain at night I can't see heaven when hell is in sight Focus on me right now Another bottle I down When you are not around Alcohol pool I drown Visions is a blur, someone get a hold of her Urges put me in the dirt, and it's killing all my worth Every day is getting worse, had to put it in this verse When she leaves it re-occurs, praying to the universe That i break this curse, cause my ticker really hurts Selling out my concerts, reppin all my sweat-shirts YSA the presser, weed on my dress shirt Sippin lime for dessert, uh, uh, uh Cause I've been intoxicated Don't remember shit, it's got me frustrated Directions to my heart is the pain's location I just signed a deal, and the devil made it I've been intoxicated Re-lived all my fears then faced them You could say what I've been through is crazy But I'd say that it changed and made me I've been drug induced just all my life Living right on the edge just to suffice The daily struggle, then the pain at night I can't see heaven when hell is in sight Intoxicated Intoxicated I'm so intoxicated