Oddity Effect

I made it out alive But trouble always lies Face to face, caught in a haze, at one with nowhere Running running Don't know how I could preserve my life My life Can a disappearance be a virtue When the smiling faces come to haunt you You tried, then you lied I'm in a backpack that defines my freedom Dragged under water Now I'm the villain Have you ever tried to find all the energy compiled of the whispers and the lies when your back is turned behind X marks the spot that they're aiming, I can feel it Here's to old memories and all I've lost in it Too many people want a say on my life Too many people want to see me end my life