Dissociative

I don't really know who i am I'm caught inside a vision of hell I know this story so very well But still I don't really know who i am A prison of myself I can't envision what I've done today I lose myself sometimes, okay, but i know that I'm fine, okay Convince myself that I'm okay I couldn't tell you what's my name, Cause I don't know myself today No I don't know myself this way I'm so overwhelmed Lose my sense of comprehension You are not from my dimension And adaptation through expansion Hence my sense of deep extension I'm sorry if i failed to mention I don't know what's my next perception My mind has lost all it's retention I blame it all on my depression But no, and still I'm on go I seen it all before, and I'm busy on the road It's pretty well known, but i keep it on the low, 1516 that's the motto, I've put a false bravado Cause I'm not as strong as i show I'm walking along a tight rope And I've really lost count of all the times that i lost hope Man i been out on my own I guess I'm a desperado, Demons they steady follow, and that's really all that i know nigga Desperado, a man whose heart is hollow That's word to Rihanna, that's the only muse a nigga follow Duality in actuality dominicano Your majesty the royal family my nigga Ronald Steezy and Ink, Deni and I can't forget Karabo There's plenty a guys that i know, that will jump and take the high road Pull up with guns blazing and turn the scene to a pyro Technicality in my formality is very vital Take the calvary I leave the audience on a high note Screaming on top of my lungs Where do these thoughts come from? Turn my brain to an album, of different songs I can't be satisfied with one playing this shit moves on Same way different views in my brain go on and on Same way I can I never explain which one I'm on Guess that's why i feel like Cobain, but am i wrong? nigga Wait, how did i even get here? How did i get to this place that I'm in right now? How did i? How did i? ayy How did i get to this place that I'm in right now? Could you please help me escape it I feel so goddamn crazy, i don't even know what to say, G, Dammit I don't understand it I did not plan it I guess I'm from another planet I guess I'm from another planet I don't really know who i am anymore no no no