Alone Forever (feat. yung van)

I pass a glance at my passion plan While I pass the man this contraband And I can't stand How much it kills me when I see the greed That's eating me needlessly, so it seems I'm just a being seeking dopamine to feel less obsolete And yes my dudes a motley crew of goons who for me would surely shoot And as for me, I'm ill inside my head with nothing left to lose And that's the truth, so talking who to mess with I'll leave that to you Delusions come in twos, amuse me with your fusion of the truth Where'd you go, where'd you go, where'd you go? My girl left me out here in the snow I don't want to feel a thing, but you know I been freezing all day in the cold Now I know, now I know, now I know You never loved me, you just needed me to hold I been freezing all day in the cold When you held my heart, girl it broke Wake up, immediately it's a bad day Smoker's cough and it's a bad case I ask death to please make with the fat haste I'm tryna cast waves upon the last plane Cuz I been mad angry all these past days A bandaid will not cover a gashed face It's only when you need it that the glass breaks I'm planning last days cuz I got bad stakes Heretic since my day of birth and it's plain to tell It's why I find so much solace in my crustacean shell Disappointing like screwed up events You niggas will never see truly how stupid it is Why should I live? Guess I'm really sick like I grew up in Flint I see no rhyme or reason it's dying season as the winter comes I'll fire beacons to light the streets in the winter sun I give up all hope in happiness until winter's done I'm fucking tired of waking up, so I'm bitter, son Where'd you go, where'd you go, where'd you go? My girl left me out here in the snow I don't want to feel a thing, but you know I been freezing all day in the cold Now I know, now I know, now I know You never loved me, you just needed me to hold I been freezing all day in the cold When you held my heart, girl it broke