Ego Death

I don't really think I'm gonna make it out But that's to be expected Pleading for resurrection? I don't even wanna be saved this time, you'd blame it on The fact that I didn't try hard enough But your ignorance large as f*ck Stupid ass little bitch got me fucked up No more chances, you're a cancer Cut you out of me, no lobotomy No more fear that my niggas would lie to me In the blink of an eye - it's a sight to see Vultures looking like parasites to me I don't want to have to fight with the facts I got experience that you lack Sure as my skin is black All these pussy niggas wack These are the facts on my degree, little bitch Doubt my own abilities, now I got a history How silly it is to me, power explicably Dictating all of my life - now quantified Bitch, you told me Things would be different if I could be Somebody else entirely, liars' teeth Bribing me with idle speech The fire breathes - now pay attention as I recount the facts I'd show my work, but I was never really good at math Don't take my word, the proof is all cemented in the past Been ostracized since '99, while you repeated class These niggas leaving last, treat me like an alien being Feat quite impressive, your failure in seeing The fabric of life and how frail it can seem The tragic casualty of all of this means I'm coming apart at the seams So much better I could be if I weren't me, it's fucking obscene I don't really have a plan or an opinion Grand unified spirit, borderline miracle; you'd call it fiction High dose, willing, now I'm kicking my addiction Wisdom sinking through the figments This is the process and now you must kill it Take me away Take me away from this place Cuz I don't feel, I don't feel the same Tried to stay away Tried to stay away from this game But now I feel, now I feel so ashamed Take me away Take me away from this place Cuz I don't feel, I don't feel the same Tried to stay away Tried to stay away from this game But now I feel, now I feel so ashamed And just like that I am the bastard that I feared I would be My own longevity is really not important to me I tried to live your way, but that was not enough for you geeks You niggas soft as f*ck, I feel like I got animal teeth Now I'm coming straight for your neck Shoeprints all over your chest Beating these niggas to death While keeping it fresh Bitch, I could throw down with the best Not even my own depression is stopping me Honestly, I should be issued a test I'm off the charts, shit Guess I'm really ET, little bitch, cuz you never impress Take me away Take me away from this place Cuz I don't feel, I don't feel the same Tried to stay away Tried to stay away from this game But now I feel, now I feel so ashamed Take me away Take me away from this place Cuz I don't feel, I don't feel the same Tried to stay away Tried to stay away from this game But now I feel, now I feel so ashamed