New Dark Age

I'm fucking depressed - I don't cry I tuck away memories and they don't lie You suckas need multiple lives To get to my level - it's evident, nigga, let's settle it All of this time wondering why I feeling like I want to die My crutch is my vice - you stepping to me? Then I pull out the K and I ice; don't call me nice Hatred been raging for ages, I pick off you niggas like lice F*ck the law, we got bullets for bitches and bigots and they get it twice Running hands and you know I'll destroy you There's no mercy in me; I aim for the eyes I'm a bastard with lifelong baggage, so I'd rather DIE Picture yourself inside my shoes back then Rain was pouring down like hell, I had no moolah to spend What I lacked in simple wealth I made up two times in sense Enough to know the bell would toll when it comes due in the end Let it all burn down, let it all burn down I don't think I'll make it out, but I'mma take that crown And I tried to find another way to blind myself From all the times I drowned, but it'll all burn down No argument, it's all facts Don't let your cap get peeled back Don't you see I'm barely on track? Just trying not to relapse I feel like I'm starting to lose it Can't deal with the shit - it's confusing Is it real or should I refuse it? I can't fucking react The damage is done and nobody can stop it I wish that my history could have been different, but there's no god to acknowledge, nigga No fruits in my labor for busting my ass throughout college And it's on sight with all those fucking pussies gatekeeping knowledge Don't try to convince me that this cycle will cease to unfold And do not try predicting this life like the story's been told I'mma roll up in this bitch, I'm bout to light it and puff in this bitch Stay with the struggle, it's under the skin Depression my mentor since I was like 6 Call it a gift Let it all burn down, let it all burn down I don't think I'll make it out, but I'mma take that crown And I tried to find another way to blind myself From all the times I drowned, but it'll all burn down