Detrimental Thoughts

Every time I wake up it's just getting so hard now Staying up late, while I'm lying on the ground Feels like that it's getting harder to breathe It's getting harder to breathe Every time I wake up it's just getting so hard now Staying up late, while I'm lying on the ground Feels like that it's getting harder to breathe It's getting harder to breathe Every day I'm hurting so much I feel I'm not enough Like I was back then when I would start to cut I full of so much dread These feelings in my head Tell me that I'm a failure while I try to go to bed I know that I just suck I'm ruthless and I'm ruff Nobody wants to be with me, I don't give enough So lost inside my head My eyes are turning red While I fight off the demons so that they can descend Every time I wake up it's just getting so hard now Staying up late, while I'm lying on the ground Feels like that it's getting harder to breathe It's getting harder to breathe Every time I wake up it's just getting so hard now Staying up late, while I'm lying on the ground Feels like that it's getting harder to breathe It's getting harder to breathe Every time that I try I feel I get pushed to the side Think I'm just another dead sight Don't look me in the eyes I know it'll be alright Right now it feels I have nothing to keep me pushing, keep me pushing But with all of my friends here helps me to continue pushing, oh ohh Demons are rushing though my mind Tell everyone I am fine Just so I don't disappoint anybody with my troubles inside Can someone please just save me Please now I'm really trying Death on the horizon Not sure if I'll like this Looking left and right not sure how to fight this I'm gonna survive it Try to find the light And I know this misery will end Every time I wake up it's just getting so hard now Staying up late, while I'm lying on the ground Feels like that it's getting harder to breathe It's getting harder to breathe Every time I wake up it's just getting so hard now Staying up late, while I'm lying on the ground Feels like that it's getting harder to breathe It's getting harder to breathe