Tombstone

This is all I got This is all I got now This is all I got This is all I got now I mean, if I was gone Would someone care at all About my lonely bones And dates on my tombstone I feel like I've been knocked off my feet I'm a record that's stuck on repeat Which I really wish someone could flip (Set the right pace for my heartbeat) I'm a ship that has crashed on the shore Before it even started its tour Wishing hard to explore My life doesn't go as planned Things are getting out of hand It gets me overwhelmed Makes me feel worse than bad Recently I've found myself Thinking about the end And it only me makes me scared I mean, if I was gone Would someone care at all About my lonely bones And dates on my tombstone I'm not really sure what's going on But I'm only fine when I'm alone My head feels like it's made of stone (But I don't think it's okay though) Usually, when I attempt to speak I feel like my voice is too weak Am I some kind of freak? My life doesn't go as planned Things are getting out of hand It gets me overwhelmed Makes me feel worse than bad Recently I've found myself Thinking about the end And it only me makes me scared I mean, if I was gone Would someone care at all About my lonely bones And dates on my tombstone My story doesn't ever seem to have a happy ending And all that's left in me is nothing but pretending I gave up on people, my thoughts are my only friends Sadly they are nothing but a negative influence It's hard to be vivacious in the world that's full of limits Where you get a lot of things when you don't really need them So maybe it's where you don't belong I mean, if I was gone Would someone care at all About my lonely bones And dates on my tombstone (And dates on my tombstone)