Lost

Which way, do I turn? When everything's so left then right? Show me a sign And tell me everything's alright Which way, do I turn? When everything's so black then white? I am so blind When there's no color left inside It's starting again I can never win My life is a constant war But the enemy is Me, myself, and I Me, myself, and I Oh, back down to the gutter No strength left to muster Oh, back up to the heavens Whiplashed, "what just happened?" If I could keep this together The skies would be so much clearer Which way, do I turn? When everything's so left then right? Show me a sign And tell me everything's alright Which way, do I turn? When everything's so black then white? I am so blind When there's no color left inside Just a lost soul, tears in my eyes Meds kicking in, but I'm still mortified Fight myself, push and pull, then I get high Collapsed in the dirt, lookin' to the sky Toss and turn, ripped apart, shattered mind Question everything, blood's racing while I cry Heart's wailing Lungs' failing Full panic, now I'm sweatin' I don't wanna die Yeah, yeah I don't wanna die I just wanna live my life Separate the truth from lies Which way, do I turn? When everything's so left then right? Show me a sign And tell me everything's alright Which way, do I turn? When everything's so black then white? I am so blind When there's no color left inside I drift away Inside my fractured mind God why am I so lost? Yeah, I'm so fucking lost Disposition confused And I fear I am too far fucking gone Disorient My mind is spent I don't know which way to go When I am so fucking low I am so fucking low I don't know my mind anymore When It plays both sides of the war Which way do I turn? When everything's so left then right? Show me a sign And tell me everything's alright Which way do I turn? When every star's a guiding light Please send me home It's clear I'm better off alone