Stuck

You are the one I´ve always known You´re all I really wanted We are carved in stone We´ve come so far Yet, here we are Never felt closer Still, we´re drifting apart Cause something has made me crawl into my shell Somewhere you can´t reach me I can hardly reach myself So many dreams God knows I´ve tried Always kept going With you by my side But now I´m hiding Guess I´ve lost my faith Feel like a failure Feel like stuck behind a gate Cause something has made me Crawl into my shell Somewhere you can´t reach me I can hardly reach myself I wanted to give you The moon and the stars Now it´s tearing me open Cause I´m not that man by far Wait for me I still try to break free Wait for me I still try to break free When the distance gets too far between my dreams and where we are That distance is my pain My private hellbound train What I struggle to give you Is not even what you want Maybe I really hurt because I am not the man I was