Beautiful Love

Love is beautiful loving is so bright Peaceful feelings worth more than fun and flight I long to be the one who brings you cheer But your happiness the goal so clear Behind my friendly face there's truth so cold A secret dark a tale untold I resent the ones I'm kind to so A contradiction I can't let go Shouldn't being nice make my heart feel light But inside me there's a brewing fight Every favor asked cuts deep like a blade A reminder of the anger that won't fade I question if I'm truly kind inside With negative thoughts I can't abide I do good deeds to reassure my soul But each one deepens my troubled hole The weight of lies it drags me down A true heart doesn't wear such a frown Yet here I am in battle with my life A nice facade hides deeper strife Behind my friendly face there's truth so cold A secret dark a tale untold I resent the ones I'm kind to so A contradiction I can't let go