Outwardly Kind

I'm the smile on a sunny day Hidden storm that won't go away Gave my heart to everyone Inside battles never won Bring the light to darkened rooms Yet my shadows still consume Help the world but I can't see What the mirror shows to me Outwardly kind inwardly a fight Resentment grows in the dead of night Am I true or just pretend? Doing good but where's the end Guilt that eats me from within Every laugh feels like a sin Acting pure but thoughts impure Joy I spread feels insecure Questioning my very soul Who am I if not this role Striving hard to bring the cheer Yet my heart still clings to fear Outwardly kind inwardly a fight Resentment grows in the dead of night Am I true or just pretend? Doing good but where's the end Questioning my very soul Who am I if not this role Striving hard to bring the cheer Yet my heart still clings to fear Outwardly kind inwardly a fight Resentment grows in the dead of night Am I true or just pretend? Doing good but where's the end