Strange Decay

Tumbling Through strange terrain I watch them crumble into Grains of sand As I lie to you I'd still die for you But with one last breath would I tell the truth It's never easy I'm feeling queasy Always restless Am I making sense I'm going under But nothing's there Except the darkness That always loves to scare Oh I know There's no room for my decay It's okay I might just be insane I live in darkness I've found my home I'm only human Sometimes I lose control I'm nothing special But I reek of pain To the ones I love I manipulate Disguised as selfless I'm mostly selfish Oh I know There's no room for my decay It's okay I might just be insane Please just hear me out I don't want to feel this way I don't want to walk away Help me stay awake Oh I know There's no room for my decay It's okay I might just be insane Just let go Surrender all control It's okay To think of life as play Oh I know There's no room for my decay It's okay I might just be insane