WideEyes

I can't help but think this is goin nowhere My words lost among the growing numbers My flesh hidden my soul laid bare Another failure lost among the others I'm trying to be something greater than before A beacon in the dark I dwell in But everything I'm feeling lately Is killing me and I can't take it Kill me If I Can't get Past this I don't mean that I'm just dramatic I'm just lost In my own Head Who gave me this sickness When did I get inflicted Who gave me this sickness When did I get inflicted I've never known anything but this Faking smiles and relationships Being who I think I should be And not who I'd love if I ever met me So many smiles and glances passed A learned behavior from circumstance And inside I'm constantly hating myself And everything else I am seeing How can I aspire to be something greater A poser Imposter A loser A faker I'm doing my best but these thoughts are invading Reaching for light But the dark's overtaking I won't let go this time Keep it close to the chest I won't this die I won't let it die I'm doing my best but these thoughts are invading Reaching for light But the dark's overtaking I won't let go this time Keep it close to the chest I won't this die I won't let it die