railroad tracks

Grew up in Indiana on the county line Midwestern attitudes and church lady types Guys who get their kicks making your life hard Railroad tracks in my backyard Teenage nights walking up and down those tracks Wishing I could hop a train and never come back Spent a youth wanting to leave for anywhere but here Wonder what that could mean Oh right I'm queer Every other year I figured it out And every other year I denied it Do what you gotta do to survive senior year Dating Christian girls helped to hide it Teenage nights awake with existential dread When you realize the state would rather you were dead Spent a youth wanting to leave for anywhere but here Wonder what that could mean Oh right I'm queer Spent a youth wanting to leave for anywhere but here Wonder what that could mean Oh right I'm queer