Into Oblivion

Help me someone don't know how I've become Something that I sought to destroy long ago Now I'm falling deeper into this rabbit hole I'm just screaming I lost all my feelings Confidence never had enough Now there is nothing at all that I want Everything that I once had is lost I'm just screaming I lost all my feelings Confidence never had enough Now there is nothing at all that I want Everything that I once had now is lost Falling again Deeper into oblivion This can't go on And I'm afraid that I'll soon call this home Lost myself when I lost all control Dark now everything that I see I swear to you this is not the real me Must be some kind of spell I wonder Sleepless nights barely any slumber Nothingness now a part of me Can't you see this is not the real me Who do I turn to When the man in the mirror Has turned his back on me I'm falling again Deeper into oblivion Is this where i belong I'm falling again Into the depths of oblivon I go I'm falling again And i'm afraid that I'll soon call this home Lost myself when I lost all control Dark now everything that I see I swear to you this isn't the real me