SELF DIAGNOSIS

Crash, burn, covered in marks That could kill you But I never want to be lost Tend to continue in a Cycle of everyone else It’s so simple to be alone Makes me feel a mess Self aware and so I Drown in my thoughts Need someone to get lost with Anxiety builds Until you came to see me and All of my love has ran away For days on end And all that you had to say Was deafening But how does it feel? When you filled with rage Am I getting in the way? Is this even real? You coming off fake A failure to stimulate But stay with me Cause my love has ran away Left me in outer space You failed to simulate Cause we weren’t meant to be Yeah Dopamine rush is lost When you exit So I text you to recover my thoughts Temporary fix that I Should get started to dig deeper But there is never enough Time when it’s a free night Split my losses then I Start a bunch of group chats Just to fill up my importance Quotas have to respond ensuring that I don’t tilt and falter Essentially I don’t know how to be alone without the thought of you Leaving for good But it won’t be for my good All of my love has ran away For days on end And all that you had to say Was deafening But how does it feel? When you filled with rage Am I getting in the way? Is this even real? You coming off fake A failure to stimulate But stay with me Cause my love has ran away Left me in outer space You failed to simulate Cause we weren’t meant to be Yeah Come back to me Come back to me, now baby Come back to me Come back to me, now baby Come back to me Come back to me, now baby Come back to me Come back to me, now baby All of my love has ran away (Come back to me, Come back to me, now baby) For days on end (Come back to me, Come back to me, now baby) And all that you had to say (Come back to me, Come back to me, now baby) Was deafening (Come back to me, Come back to me, now baby) But how does it feel? When you filled with rage Am I getting in the way? Is this even real? You coming off fake A failure to stimulate But stay with me Cause my love has ran away Left me in outer space I failed to simulate Cause we weren’t meant to be Yeah