Love On Drugs

I need a perky, leave me alone Feel more off drugs than alcohol alone Tell me why this bitch keep calling up my phone And you know she never leaves me alone So I gotta Go back where I was before Gotta get myself back in that mode You don't like when my face does this You don't like when I talk like that You just been telling to go back You just been telling me to attack I just don't know how to react And baby you don't know how to relax Sheesh Take a hit Baby let it go Had some hoes I don't know no more In a Lambo truck We ain't driving slow Codeine in my veins Love to call that purple haze Whenever I'm smoking blunts And she asking me if I'm okay I don't even know what to say Cause these perkys drive me cray Bitches look at me like bae What the f*ck did you take today I'm slurring all my words I don't care if this cop gon' pull me over Got bowls up in the trunk And we doing 180 Bitch move over This my time to shine I love to earn my stripes when I'm not sober Love how she sucking me So whenever I need to nut tell her come over My drug addict tendencies Know they're pushing you away Telling me to stop them pills But I need them to live today Even when they stop my heart I still fall like I'm in love All my trauma and disgust Goes away when I'm on the drugs You don't understand why I need to be sedated Way too much in my head I need something to stop thinking Something to numb all the feeling I cant find love without healing I finally accepted my place In your life as the villain Wont you save me too Save me from myself I don't know what else To do but beg for help Wont you pray for me Is it too late for me I know I'm way too much But would you stay for me