Au Du Lynn

Paramour Lynn, little Lynn - did you know where pain should find me? Anywhere that sun still met the ground I'll run away, run away, from the subtle pain, where the light might not yet bind me To the earth we'd tread alongside to take a rest where they can't find me End masquerade, dancing games, to an earth that was never kind to "we" You weren't there to catch me falling, but you know that I'll still be the one falling In love with you Through the pain that I wake through in dawn and night Through the whispering winter that froze these eyes Through the long drawn times, you'd scream "Fine, goodnight" And through the times that we'd lie awake and lie "I love you, too" Et mais oui, je ne parle vous (and yet, I do not speak to you) The sun hath rose fore solstice light And you ran away before the winter died And, yes, I can blame this on you Because you threw away all that I gave to you But I carried the pain you'd bear And I forgave you for the lies you'd share Where did this all go wrong? I gave you all I had and you still walked off To grace his lips as you'd grace mine And to love his touch like you'd loved the wine We drank on your floor, we drank as you do Late up with your friends and then promise true That you'd love me still, that this could be fixed Like the late night fights that could end in your kiss Paramour Lynn, little Lynn - did you know where pain should find me? Anywhere that sun still met the ground I'll run away, run away, from the subtle pain, where the light might not yet bind me To the earth we'd tread alongside to take a rest where they can't find me End masquerade, dancing games, to an earth that was never kind to "we" You weren't there to catch me falling, but you know that I'll still be the one falling In love with you I'm sick of the cuts that doth grace this heart And I'm sick of the aim that made your mark I wish that I could cleanse the wounds you'd ripped And take back the times we kissed All the times I miss, all the memories bliss Because remembering you makes me want to hit The ground below this Haven Bridge To meet the water and drift amiss In the ill cruel world, for this stupid girl For the late night silence and nausea whirl For intoxication and late night payments And hopes to crash from grandeur aviation To my feet where I crumbled down And fell for you, and cried aloud The only person who had made me bow The Anarchist, now with a ruling crown Paramour Lynn, little Lynn - did you know where pain should find me? Anywhere that sun light still should meet the ground Paramour Lynn