Nightstands

I woke up last Tuesday morning And I was covered in the rain It rolled out from her lips to my heart's moss And to the day, it still stains I'm still hoping I'll maybe get your call Saying "Hey, can you come get me?" I know, I'm the fool, but the pillow talk's in raught Your touch goodbye's still on the taste I want to feel naked again: Brave, and Unafraid And I never thought it'd be so hard to live to the next day All that's calling me is blame, and the ceiling's waves I still keep my phone on hoping maybe you'll make that change If I could reach the clock, I'd turn back the last few days And, babe, I'd never need to wake Without your smile. Or your softly nodding out But I'm just glued to the floor, drunk, too weak to play Take all my love Strip me of my days I'd like to be yours and to be homely Let's find our place on a passing train Hold my soul until this drug wears off me And guide me through this eerie haze Wrap me up until Hera's coming With another Gift like last Tuesday I want to feel naked again: Brave, and Unafraid And I never thought it'd be so hard to live to the next day All that's calling me is blame, and the ceiling's waves I still keep my phone on hoping maybe you'll make that change If I could reach the clock, I'd turn back the last few days And, babe, I'd never need to wake Without your smile. Or your softly nodding out But I'm just curled in the floor, crying, too ashamed to play I'm not breaking or broken, it's just been one hell of a day I'm so sorry for feeling, I don't know what got in my brain I wanted to feel naked again: bare, and weak to face But I was just fucked again, too lost to change If I could reach the clock, I'd relive my last mistake I'd play it over; that's where I want to stay If you were just a nightstand, then next to me is still your place When I'm tucked in past both sixes, and, (I'm) afraid of rain