Rough Day

It's been on hell of a day I slept the quarter past four In the morning, and I found that I Can't be alone But I'm always alone When I'm stuck in my brain The writing's on the wall There's nothing else to be said All the lies that I've feared Become the skies and the stars And the pain that I feel Seems like it's so far It's been so hard to speak Everything I said was wrong I wish I could take back my words And fall But I feel so alive When I get out of my head The world is sprawling so far There's too much to be lead All the pain that I've felt Could be worth something now If only I were in control I'd let my voice come out. I'm losing track of the years It's hard to tell from on the floor But if we count by bottles, then I'll safely say Too long And I'm so stuck in my ways That I'd swear time is still I'm just watching the tape As it plays on the reel And even though my mind plays My hands could not reach All the places I've been Or the thought of the kill I wish that I weren't so selfish I wish that I could have helped him Or helped you, oh God If I had known I'd be this way I'd be all but the same, who am I kidding I wish I knew what to say