Never Leaves

Yeah, I throw my punches like Mike Tyson Bitches gon' hit with a side eye Ain't no connection to Wi-Fi I'm gon' make everybody clap for me, high five I'm bringing some shit to the table I feel like a waiter, there ain't no debating I'm up on the mic so yeah, I'm bout to play it I sit back and watch the comedy, observer I'm aiming for big, I don't aim to be local (big) We're taking it global, so we're gonna go global I ain't gonna leave none until I go all out Pursuing my dreams that I'm doing it full time Like hold up, yeah, I pop this shit like a soda I'm talking my shit like a podcast I'm sleeping on me like a coma but I got some bars that you quote, huh Can't quote me like holy, I flow flawlessly but I still got some demons that I just can't shake Still got some friends that I know they all fakes they got a stabbing pain in my back That I know is gonna rock with me till the end yeah, but I just can't stop Start singing, Titanic like I'm sinking I'm stuck in my mind thinking that I should stop drinking Can't stop all this circus that's been going in my head Can't stop living all alone by myself The pain, it never leaves, not a relief F*ck what you feel, it's just a dream I know it hurts, not what it seems Yeah, freestyle ideas and post it I'm hoping that I ain't never get clowned Y'all be thinking you're God away all y'all look at me down I texted that bitch even though I said I wouldn't I did some things I regret that I shouldn't have done That's life, you deal with the pain and it's messed up (Can't stop) What can you say to me, I heard it all I roll down this hill, yeah, I feel like a ball Waking up, zero texts, got no calls You ain't been been in my shoes, my shoes are alone I'm going crazy, manically overthinking, and panicking daily Feel like I'm breezy, guess I'm going crazy Venting my shit on this paper page, baby Tatted up sleeve just to cover my scars But I can't tattoo all the scars on my heart My face turned yellow, I'm feeling like bart I hate waking up cause I feel like I rot I should've pulled out of that shit like it's raw sex Should've made myself through out of this process Giving me hope cause I thought it's a prospect And I know that for years I've been doing progress I'm always feeling misjudged I hate this feeling, I'm never enough Carry my shit and I know I'm not buff being Inon, you should know that it's tough Everyone think that they know me holy I've been in the shit and I've been going OD You can't be my homie, you owe me a favor I'm stealing the show like it's Kanye and Taylor But still Pain, it never leaves, not a relief F*ck what you feel, it's just a dream I know it hurts, not what it seems