This Is For My Soul (Outro)

This is for my girl This is for my girl My sexy babe, in my heart you burn, burn This is for my girl This is for my girl My sexy babe, in my heart you burn, burn This is for my girl This is for my girl My sexy babe, in my heart you burn, burn This is for my girl This is for my girl My sexy babe, in my heart you burn, burn Yeah Left me speechless, ain't got shit to say After this situation it won't hit the same Now I'm a beast to tame I can't ease the pain And I'm drowning in my sorrow then I do it again (Uh) I can't move you left me paralyzed Cold played but I hope I find paradise And everybody telling me you need to find a job I told everybody how you was a ride or die They saying you don't leave your house And I won't till this shit end (I won't) Disappear on y'all like Selena on The Weeknd And I'ma sleep hallow cause I'm on a deep end I don't face my problems you know I just sleep them I made me a mess, can't stress, I digest I don't feel a shit that just beep in my chest Everyday I'm getting blind sighted by life Still I can't cut ties so I just left the knife This is for myself This is for my growth How will I know if I love me, me? This is for myself This is for my soul I need to know if this shit ease, please? My story is long I don't talk about IG They say talk to God so I'm asking him why me? I can't find a wifey And I'ma rap my soul till the day that I die here Check out the shit that I make cause it's handmade I feel like Bruno cause I caught that grenade (Woah) I got high like an airplane Life doesn't fair play And honestly it doesn't seem like a fucking fair trade Ohh I'm referencing Drake, I still feel fake I dig my nails to my bones cause I ache This what it sound if you were in my mind When I'm alone will you stand by my side? I'm having a bad day, I guess it's that way Open my notebook and I'm scraping that page I hate these pills but they numb what I feel And I take one cause my soul it just fills I need somebody to talk to (Talk) But I guess it's not you (Nah) I said I'm leaving the pain all behind (I lied) But I guess it's not true (Yeah) Inon