Why Am I Waiting? (Intro)

Tell me why I'm waiting, for someone (yeah) Who couldn't give a f*ck about me Tell me why I'm waiting, for someone Who couldn't give a f*ck about me Ohh So why am I waiting, why am I glazing Why all the memories of us are amazing? Why when I contemplate it don't feel the same thing When I'm off the pills I swear I can't think I swear I can't take them no more The devil is a woman she's a fucking whore This feeling in my heart I swear it's so sore I'm tryna keep it cool I swear it don't work So I'm thinking about you, I'm feeling like I'm Rue The drugs that I'm taking, I'm feeling like I'm due No work for the summer I'd do anything to get an hug from her But what have I become? I feel like a junkie I swear that I'm done I'm writing this music But I don't feel the same way I still can't get over that same day when you broke my heart So I'm going home and it's raining on me Waking up for that daily dosing Maybe hoping I'll get a closure The phone's beeping you say it's over So how can I move on when feelings are mutual We both loved each other I swear it's unusual I swear that you got me feeling okay When you said it's over I was like no way So I'm sniffing these pills like it's cocaine I don't wanna feel it again Fuel myself up ain't no propane Blow my brains out like I'm Cobain I don't wanna be hurt again Hop on my pc just to play games Distract my mind from all of this pain Pop a bottle ain't no champagne Baby, don't leave me And I don't wanna be that needy I swear it feels like I'm grieving Why the f*ck you had to deceive me Mislead me, you feel me? Put that camera out and film me I'm going through it again Pop a bottle ain't no champagne