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I lie awake at night I'm thinking all the time That this could be this could be be my last time I know it's hard to say I shouldn't feel this way But if you understand me Then I know you'll feel my pain I know it's hard to see Me fall down to my knees But it's harder It's harder when you don't catch me I lie wide awake I'm thinking of my shame This detrimental thinking makes me wanna act this way I feel trapped inside a cage Why do I feel this way Why do I think this way Can you save me from my own brain I feel trapped inside a cage Why do I feel this way Can you save me from my own two hands I know it's hard to say I shouldn't feel this way But if you hold my hand I'll never want to go away I know it's hard to say I shouldn't feel this way But if you hold my hand I'll never want to go away I know it's hard to see me fall down to my knees But it's harder It's harder when you don't catch me Oh, it's harder when you don't catch me And I can barely sleep I hold my chest real tight And I'll hold my breath and I'll count all night Until I fall asleep I'll slip into a dream Where the world is black and I can barely see I feel trapped inside a cage Why do I feel this way? I don't wanna feel like this anymore I know it's hard to say I shouldn't feel this way But if you hold my hand I'll never want to go away I know it's hard to say I shouldn't feel this way But if you hold my hand I'll never want to go away I know it's hard to see me fall down to my knees But it's harder It's harder when you don't catch me Oh, it's harder when you don't catch me And every time that I give up on you I remember why I live for you I know it's hard to say I shouldn't feel this way But if you hold my hand I'll never want to go away I know it's hard to say I shouldn't feel this way But if you hold my hand I'll never want to go away I know it's hard to see me fall down to my knees But it's harder It's harder when you don't catch me Oh, it's harder when you don't catch me