perfect (P. Johnny Friend)

It's been a long time since I've smiled Thoughtfully, yeah it's been a while And with you it came so natural When with you I feel so special I think I know what to call this But I'm scared cause the last time felt like garbage And it caused lots of emotional scaring But somehow you helped me progress I hate to say it but I think I like you still But I'm too fucking cowardly to tell you how I feel So I'll go ahead and probably write a couple verses And I won't stop until they're all perfect Can't get the thought of you out of my head Can't make up my mind if we should stay as just friends Or if I should go and make something else instead I don't know maybe its worth it Know I'm probably overthinking all of this again My anxieties are getting to me once again and If I want this there's something too I gotta admit You just gotta know that I'm not perfect I know I can be a lot to handle And with you I gotta be gentle Sorry if this is getting sentimental I just don't know how else to tell you Love when you tell you're stories and start smiling They light a fire inside and it start pining For you to be next to me or something I'm just wanting for the perfect timing I hate to say it but I think I like you still But I'm too fucking cowardly to tell you how I feel So I'll go ahead and probably write a couple verses And I won't stop until they're all perfect Can't get the thought of you out of my head No, it's not a bad thing, it's a blessing instead Cause that cute face keeps me smiling And it makes me think it might be worth it It's time to quit overthinking all of this I'll put my anxiety to the side for a bit Shit, I like you I'll have to admit You just gotta know that I'm not perfect