Used Me

Being scarred ain't nun new to me I'm used to getting used you see My family don't know it But I'm battling anxiety I'm losing Ain't thinking suicidal I cant do it Saw it coming from a distance Let it happen I feel stupid Tryna erase all of these memories I treated you like family You used me Do you feel comfortable Or was it soothing Knowing I had good intentions But you broke me Into pieces Can't even bring myself to ask you For the reason (huh) I feel wasted Wasted nights Wasted times I spend them all tryna put up with you I stopped my grind I regret it Showed me all the signs And I said it Just listen to lyrics I was saying back in blinded I was searching for a answer and I found it Always knew it be true It's the distance people always hiding the truth I never doubt it Got me in my head Thinking bout it I'm Feeling dumb coz I allowed it Last time I really done had a real emotional problem was It was this girl that I used to like Be like damn near obsessed with in middle school And she was like my lil girlfriend We used to just like flirt and just like each other a lot and then like when I went to jail I came home she had herself a little boyfriend Being scarred ain't nun new to me I'm used to getting used you see My family don't know it But I'm battling anxiety I'm losing Ain't thinking suicidal I cant do it Saw it coming from a distance Let it happen I feel stupid Tryna erase all of these memories I treated you like family You used me Do you feel comfortable Or was it soothing Knowing I had good intentions But you broke me Into pieces Can't even bring myself to ask you For the reason (huh)