I'm Fine

I'm tired and the void gets bigger I'm dying and I think I just got thinner Vodka for breakfast and Gin for lunch A few lines to make up brunch I am doing really well I'll tell you all the good things And leave out all the rest I want to charm you back But happiness is your request So I don't have mental illness I had three meals a day I'm sleeping through the nights now Hiding the decay I'm doing great I'm doing ok I'm doing fine Only having some wine I'm not up all night I'm not dancing with the blades I'm not starving myself To kill out all the rage I'm not trying to fill the holes in my heart With bad habits drugs and pills I'm not hating myself and living just for thrills I'm doing great I'm doing fine Only just opened this bottle of wine I'm painting and it's going first white I'm dressing up at night I got my camera fixed and I'm going to be live online I'm doing great I'm doing fine I didn't just drink all that wine Life's great I still miss you But I'm so much better for you Because waiting forever I'm supposed to be happy So I'm doing great I'm doing fine Just having one more bottle of wine