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There's alot of shit I face right now Tryna get rid of the pain right now There's a lot I got to pave right now I keep on losing faith somehow There's alot of shit I face right now Tryna get rid of the pain right now There's a lot I got to pave right now I keep on losing faith somehow Have you ever wished someone had your back When you fighting all this battles by yourself Have you ever been chilling with the crew but your mind is facing something else Have you Have you ever felt fake when real niggas ain't fucking with the shit you f*ck with You gotta stay the same it doesn't matter if you got fame or maybe get cheese And if you look straight to your homies eyes I tell you some of them they are not real That's why when I'm talking I'm a lil bit sketchy coz nigga I don't trust gees They toxic They smiling when you here but when your ass is gone. To them you ain't shit Your thoughts ain't sailing onthe same ship Keep hustling Coz It's money over friendship There's alot of shit I face right now Tryna get rid of the pain right now There's a lot I got to pave right now I keep on losing faith somehow There's alot of shit I face right now Tryna get rid of the pain right now There's a lot I got to pave right now I keep on losing faith somehow I'm stuck between dying and living I dunno which one of them is gonna come true I see Ya'll judging But Ya'll won't make it if Ya'll step I'm my damn shoes Right now I'm in a battle with myself but either way it goes I'm gon lose Depression, anxiety and pain even demons they be hugging me I wonder if they'll let loose I swear I do my best on everything But at the end I feel like a mediocre I'm sleeping on myself Like a couch wonder if I'm on my best so far I'm insecure, my love is not pure This is a disease I wonder if I'll ever find cure Everyday I'm hoping for the better days If I die soon don't cry just celebrate There's alot of shit I face right now Tryna get rid of the pain right now There's a lot I got to pave right now I keep on losing faith somehow There's alot of shit I face right now Tryna get rid of the pain right now There's a lot I got to pave right now I keep on losing faith somehow