Conditional Love

Cause of you I'm losing my mind I'm trying to let you behind Every time you're leaving me blind You'll bring back my raging needs Leave me alone with the devil's deeds Trying to escape from the fucking disease Distorted illusions, a race in my heart A symphony of chaos tearing me apart I crave the poison that consumes my veins Tears of blood start washing off my pain Dear flowers blooming into my heart I love the way you're tearing me apart I can feel the bees stinging my arms Only one more won't do me no harm In this chemical romance, I make amends I'll take you on my ride until the end Give me more Everything starts in my head Then it follows me to the bed You won't stop until I'm dead (Get the f*ck off my life) I'm trying to be brave For too long I've been your slave You'll lead me to the grave (Leave me the f*ck alone) I'm sitting on the edge, I see the darkness rise That little kid inside of me wanting to cry But still, the story wants to repeat itself Time to grab on what's left on the shelf Dear flowers blooming into my heart I love the way you're tearing me apart I can feel the bees stinging my arms Only one more won't do me no harm In this chemical romance, I make amends I'll take you on my ride until the end More Can't kill me Can't save me Can't break me down Overdose Brings me close Closer to you It's just us Drives me nuts Losing control Don't hurt me Don't use me Just let me die Dear flowers blooming into my heart I love the way you're tearing me apart I can feel the bees stinging my arms Only one more won't do me no harm In this chemical romance, I make amends I'll take you on my ride until the end