fragile

I've gotta let go of something I thought I'd never have to lose But time doesn't count for nothing If I force your hand to choose What I'm trying to say is That I'm sorry is a place to start As fragile as we seem to appear I was forgetting who we are You know as well as me I don't need any help in dragging myself through the dirt Grinding teeth My gums begin to bleed This all that I deserve Well as its all laid down you sure to keep it crystal clear That I'm the only one To blame for all The reasons that we're here The nights are so long Without you here beside me Cause I moved back home For the time to heal that I need Forever losing sleep Over what makes me weak Darling it won't be long before you'll be right beside me So It's been 3 years since I left As I try to forget That My head's still a wreck It seems How I acted on that Christmas Eve Do I still lose my head so easily? Now they think i'll lose it over every turn I can't be around when you refuse to learn Can you make it back to that person you once were? The nights are so long without you here beside me Cause I moved back home, for the time to heal that I need Forever losing sleep over what makes me weak Darling it won't be long before you'll be right beside me I covered up the scars on my hand Is it clear now do you understand? A scream for help The signs misread All these things I wish I said You should spend a day in my head I was quite content in being in over my head I was in over my fucking head The nights are so long without you here beside me Cause I moved back home, for the time to heal that I need Forever losing sleep over what makes me weak Darling it won't be long before you'll be right beside me I acted like a child Could only see for myself If it makes shit any easier I'm still miserable as hell