Sea View Road

When I look out my attic window I stare at the ground The concrete gives me chest aches Can I more than miserable now? Then I look at street light behind my house Where I'd meet my friends to smoke it out And they finally found out But I'm reminded that it doesn't really matter now Cause one of them lost their mother Another one lost their brother I miss those simpler times Sneaking out getting drunk Having the fucking time of our lives I'm getting older, on the bad side to 30 So I look back through years with a different perspective On what could've been Or what was better then A motto you see I work on me daily I say to myself Let me be free From this misery So you see Just like when we were kids I'm still filling my guts Fucking full of chemicals Except now I need Omeprazole I finally understand what you meant you said I'm nothing like the person I was back then If I could get it back I promise you that It won't win again