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That was the last damn summer I planned to see When the ghost of the past year has done haunting me I need to leave don't wait around to see If I'll come back that bridge is burnt entirely Did that make you laugh? At least brought out that smile I ain't bitter for the past Has been a long long mile Lost to void on the blacklist Am I in denial? So I'm down Further Than I've ever been Time to start things over Shedding off my old one I need a new skin Darling, I'm scared I'll never amount to anything And What happens if some day you come to realize this Listen up I've got more stories to tell All the little lies I've been telling myself Like I'm not lazy Or I ain't ever Fucking have been Would you believe That I've showered at least twice this week I'm still pathetic fucking helpless Now Looking back on what I can't undo One day, I'll see the light in this I'll break it down to what I put us through Darling, I'm scared I'll never amount to anything And What happens if some day you come to realize this As you can see from the pictures on my wall I wouldn't change what happened I am blessed for it all I scream with honesty in my eyes This is killing me Am I dead inside Darling, I'm scared I'll never amount to anything