The Fall Of Will

Black sun, in this empty land Under the spell of grief Reach out, my hands are cold and dry They disappear again Praying for the flood Waiting for the night Standing there for us to see The fall of will Breathe, the water has no taste Drink my bitter tears Feel the anger in my chest Doesn't want you to leave Lying on the floor Longing for the stars Shining there for us to see The fall of will In the morning, as I glide Through the dunes, across the sandy tides I kind of lose my sense of time Then quite suddenly, a distant chime Then, stubbornly, I turn around Seeking the provenance of that sound In despair, then I look up A step away from cracking up And there must be more to life than this From the pain and drought it may flourish the bliss And there must be somebody out there in the wild Compassionate, caring and undefiled I no longer see I no longer breathe The world upside down Is dragging me from beneath I wake up in a town A preacher with a crown Reaches out his hand to me And whispers"Son, calm down" I let panic go I say hello I wonder where I'm at Where's my soul? Death took no toll I stand before my savior and Speak these pleading words Preacher What have I done? Restless What should I've done? When I wait alone on my own When I want to run away When I wait alone and my time is gone Waiting for the unknown Teacher Teach me to stay afloat Give me A cause to devote to I don't wanna be on my own I don't wanna be alone I don't wanna be on my own Alone with my ghosts I see the crowd of devotees after you I should be dead but here I stand before you That's a cue I implore you, I need to get my sins washed away I beg you, I need to find my peace, so I pray We get inside the temple of breach Bodies whirl and air carries an itch The clock is ticking time For the ordeal So, the ritual begins Lord behold and redeem my sins Through the mirror, I shall see The pathway that will set me free Sword Horde My war bound to a cord Close My world lies comatose Lord, so many have failed before Words misleading my inner roar Yes, I'm trying to be strong and still As I'm going through the fall of will Sword Horde My war bound to a cord Close My world lies comatose No way My will is here to stay Astray My senses won't betray Making alms for absolution Victim of a mind-pollution Any time, any step I make, confined Climbing mountains of salvation Falling to the hallucination Any time, any flag I wave, outshined And It's gonna be me against myself now choose or fall And it's gonna be me out there, on my own accord You and I will be bowing and begging before your lord Flame in vein, glass, and chains, got insane, got no reward Son, calm down Like a garden framed when dying Getting used to self-denying Tied to a wheel Circling to the fall Rolling down, rolling down, rolling down Seeking time, seeking time, seeking time We're drawing to the line Riding to nowhere Rolling down, rolling down, rolling down Seeking time, seeking time, seeking time We're drawing to the line Riding to nowhere Preacher I've prayed your god But life Still feels so flawed No redemption, thorns in my throat No redemption, blame, rewind Many lies have passed through my tongue Many lines were left unsung Teacher Teaching no one I see through Your manipulation, trims, and charm I'd better wait alone on my own I guess it's time to run away I'd better wait alone somewhere Like a stray My soul, my toll No one to obey To pray, to slay I'm paving my way Ascend, amend As I'm making sense of my fall Here's my call There I crawl Back to the land of no one I run around I embrace the sound And then I look up I won't crack up At the corner, grab that feeling One by one, my worlds are reeling I am staring at the ceiling Something's coming, my revealing All my darkness, now emerging Loss and void are never mending The other me was not pretending The cry of innocence is bending And there must be more to life than this From the pain and drought it may flourish the bliss And there must be somebody out there in the wild Compassionate, caring and undefiled As I try to see As I try to breathe The world upside down has been unfold from beneath I wake up in a room There's somebody under whom I depict my misery while whispering"Son calm down" Down Down Down Down Down Down Down I no longer see I no longer breathe The world upside down