Insidious

Wake me up My sight is fake I am no longer awake I'm staring down at a mirror image Seeing through my own eyes But my eyes are shut There is no amount of pain that will fucking wake me up WAKE ME UP This is the time, I'm letting go The fear in me begins to grow My hands are sweating but my spine is cold As I witness Something malicious I swear on my life that I'm not superstitious But when I deny, this parasite is so vicious I'm falling further away I can't control my flight I enter into a realm Lacking necessary light I'm surrounded But to nothing I can see I hear the laughs They're trying to control me I feel the pain from the start As it begins to tear my soul apart I'm staring into the eyes of a being born in darkness And fire Burning for flesh and bone I hear it speaking to me inside "I just wish to be alive" "I AM THE INSIDIOUS INDIVIDUAL" I'm still breathing, but too fucking hard Cause it's hard to see straight When everything is falling apart Nothing is making sense Call it my ignorance What can I do for myself Other than crying for help? I hear the sounds of demons in the corner Screaming to myself "when will this be over?" I know now it's only a matter of time Before I succumb to the state of my decaying mind WAKE ME UP