Shock Therapy

I am a slave to my memory Don’t waste your time fucking telling me Move on, forget, don't dwell on the past If I don't find a way out, I don't know how I'll fucking last Every day is the same Not like a day went by Since I had made a mistake It's all running together Like a number of drugs running through the same vein My obsession is driving me insane My dreams are becoming my reality All the nightmares are hitting so hard It's been days since I had a single night of rest Without thinking of the pain in my past All the pain that I’ve caused myself is coming back to me Every time a shred of memory is brought back to life I just want to forget. I just want to forget I just want to forget. I just want to forget I'll give up everything if I could just forget what I've done I'm fucking done. Motherfucker I'm done Repeat, repeat, gimme shock therapy I need a way out of my misery Give me, give me, fucking shock therapy I cannot take anymore, take it all away There's no relief. Not a moment of peace Just the voices that haunt me There's no way to mend my mistakes When they're always standing right in front of me There's no relief. Not a moment of peace Just the voices that haunt me There's no way to mend my mistakes When they're always standing right in front of me Why can't I move on? Why can't I fight for myself? Why can't I forgive and forget just like everybody else? I just want this to be done Even if it means I will forget fucking everyone Forget fucking everyone Repeat, repeat, gimme shock therapy I need a way out of my misery Give me, give me, fucking shock therapy I cannot take anymore, take it all away Repeat, repeat, gimme shock therapy Give me, give me, fucking shock therapy Repeat, repeat, gimme shock therapy Give me, give me, fucking shock therapy Motherfucker take it away