The Silence

F*ck! It hit like a truck Attempt to swallow the lump in my throat but it stuck Like the expression I wore with no pride All the joy in my life felt like it was buried alive No reason not to survive No reason but to die I'm caught in between I'm fucking scatterbrained I feeling nothing, I'm numb But yet I'm writhing in pain I want blood, I want gore And I want nothing more Than to see your head hit the fucking floor I choke back, suffocate to this day I wish I could go back And have reality another way I know now nothing could be the same I'd give up my last breath just to have somebody to blame All silence, no care This is all the pain that I can bare No reason, bad luck It's all we ever wanted But it's like you didn't give a f*ck Have you lost your mind? You took away an innocent life Wish I could make you pay Erase you from my mind You aren't the devil But you are no god of mine You are no god of mine Now fucking listen here The plan is fucked What kind of plan is grief, leaving emotions stuck? When I want answers I get the silent treatment Feeling confused, alone, broken down and beaten How can I put my trust into a machine That from the day of creation It branches out to different meanings? What makes you think that you deserve my trust When the only thing we ever wanted Was taken away from us? All silence, no care This is all the pain that I can bare No reason, bad luck It's all we ever wanted But it's like you didn't give a f*ck Have you lost your mind? You took away an innocent life Wish I could make you pay Erase you from my mind You aren't the devil But you are no god of mine We were given free will But with strings attached But if this pain is payment Then fucking take it back What do you learn from this? We need a fucking chance Without a turn of the back And not even a second glance I want answers I want punishment I have no trust Since the day you took her away from us