Not Love

Getting high a puff of smoke If you know me you know the go I think life's a fucking joke I do this shit on my own Getting high a puff of smoke If you know me you know the go I think life's a fucking joke I do this shit on my own Cos i've been getting wasted its basic The whiskey on my tongue and then i taste sick Guess its just to ease the pain when i fake it I got crushed too many times now i'm faceless Wear a mask all day cos i hate this Each seconds a struggle wonder will i make it Cos everything thats mine seems to get taken Loves not my strong suit i'm starting to feel vacant Cos the only one who understands my mind My real ride or die I have to keep in the friend zone And it breaks me inside Every time i close my eyes I could try and lie But i don't think they'd understand me Its not love id find Its not love id find Its not love id find You understand my mind Its not love id find Its not love id find Its not love id find Its not love id find Getting high a puff of smoke If you know me you know the go I think life's a fucking joke I do this shit on my own Getting high a puff of smoke If you know me you know the go I think life's a fucking joke I do this shit on my own Cos i've been feeling basic getting wasted Looking for a way to keep my friends adjacent Cos i've been feeling weak worried that they'll find replacements People leave doesn't mean new spots are vacant Circles small cos i'm good at burning bridges Once you disrespect you can bet that i'm finished The ones that fucked up are the ones acting like they didn't But i'm moving on its time to mind your fucking business Cos the only one who understands my mind My real ride or die I have to keep in the friend zone And it breaks me inside Every time i close my eyes I could try and lie But i don't think they'd understand me Its not love i'd find Getting high a puff of smoke If you know me you know the go I think life's a fucking joke I do this shit on my own Getting high a puff of smoke If you know me you know the go I think life's a fucking joke I do this shit on my own