All in My Head

It's all in my head, all in my head, I wanna be dead I'll stay in my bed, stay in my bed, I wanna be dead You heard what I said, heard what I said, I wanna be dead There's no hope ahead, no hope ahead, I wanna be dead Funny how it works That I get high when I am low I'd probably feel more at home Inside of a coffin, yeah you know My past always eats me from inside And I wish that it was for me to decide To be weighed down by mistakes Drowning in what feels like lakes Why does everything make sense When everything is on the fence Maybe it's time to hang it on the shelf Tired of repeat blame on myself Every single day that goes by I look up to the sky and I wonder why I have to search so hard for a reason To make it through this suicide season I need to find the meaning I need to find the meaning, yeah I need to find the meaning I need to find the meaning, yeah I need to drown this feeling I need to drown this feeling, yeah I need to drown this feeling I need to drown this feeling, yeah It's all in my head, all in my head, I wanna be dead I'll stay in my bed, stay in my bed, I wanna be dead You heard what I said, heard what I said, I wanna be dead There's no hope ahead, no hope ahead, I wanna be dead