Fucked Up (feat. Grimdeth)

I take these drugs I want you in my arms again Been fucked up Can't trust my friends, I'm in my Take these drugs I want you in my arms again I've been fucked up Can't trust my friends, I'm in my fucking head I'm so fucking tired When will this end This never ending struggle Where all I need is a friend To take me away from this sadness And to take me out from this emptiness Cause it always seems so endless And I'm always getting high to feel weightless When it feels like the world is crashing around you And you need something to pull you through And there's no light at the end of the tunnel anymore Well then what's life worth living for I don't worry about going to hell when I'm dead Because I'm already living it inside of my head Get me out of my goddamn bed Cause I'm tired of feeling worthless, it's a fucking dread Sew up my wounds and call me new Forget everything that I've gone through And I guess you can say I'm giving up on life Because since I last checked I lost my strife And lately I've been spiraling down Cause no one ever seems to be around Maybe I need to find a reason to live But lately I've given all I can give I take these drugs I want you in my arms again Been fucked up Can't trust my friends, I'm in my Take these drugs I want you in my arms again I've been fucked up Can't trust my friends, I'm in my fucking head I guess I'm done hoping for better days And I guess I'm done searching for brand new ways To make my life feel less pointless And to make myself feel a little less lifeless Hopeless is all I've ever been And I'm finally fucking giving in Cause this empty feeling never leaves And I hate living inside my skin Bring the light to my eyes Give me hope before it all dies Give me a reason to keep going on Because at this point I'll soon be gone Why do I even keep fucking trying When everyday I feel like dying And you can say I've lost my mind But maybe I'm just oblivious and blind Every time it seems like things are better The grief just grows even fucking greater And I'm sleeping every single day away Wondering when my life went astray And it seems like everyday is just a repeat Making my life feel incomplete Cause I'm always drowning deep in doubt With no signs of ever swimming out I take these drugs I want you in my arms again Been fucked up Can't trust my friends, I'm in my Take these drugs I want you in my arms again I've been fucked up Can't trust my friends, I'm in my fucking head